My dog died. 3 years ago. No one thought about telling me that... It is just like the previous dog... My parents and my sister didn't think of telling me until a while afterwards... Does everyone think that I can't handle it? Or they just didn't think I care??

Perhaps I come off as someone who doesn't really care about those things... I can be cold to people... Sometimes I don't show my feelings... But is it wrong that I like to keep it to myself. I don't like being weak. I hate crying in front of people. I hate when people know when I am sad and emtional... Maybe I should learn how to express myself... Maybe I should learn to be comfortable to let people know how I feel... Maybe it is OK.