Random is all I have to say about my posts. I am such a weird person... What kind of random thoughts are those??

But anywayz, I was just thinking... Chefs are great... I mean, there are always those great chefs with horrible personalities. They are just terrible to work with. But then, there are those chefs that are just great! When I worked with Carol, she was telling me about her husband, who is a chef at a really famous restaurant in Boston. She said that they used to hate each other, used to yell at each other... but now they are married. I mean... I think that's probably the best thing that will ever happen to me. Chef at home... HE IS YOUR PRIVATE CHEF! You get to eat all the goodies he cooks! I mean, I haven't met that many great chefs yet... But Chef Cullens was a great person... And Chef LaCount is a great person... the 2 chefs that's sub for Chef are great! We had a really great time in class today.

Alright... so besdies Orlando Bloom... Chefs are great... :-D

Gosh, I am so random. Better go to bed now.

Ok, so I've decided that Orlando Bloom is my guideline for cute guys at this moment. I mean, he is not WOW cute. He is a comfortable good looking. So that's good. Pretty? Pretty boy? Nah, he is not my pretty boy type... He is the comfortable type... Like Heath Ledger...

So technically for Chinese years and calculations, I will be 25 in a couple days, after the new year that is. Man. This is scary.

If we don't change, we don't grow.
If we don't grow, we aren't really living.

I Knew I loved You by Savage Garden

Maybe it’s intuition
Somethings you just don’t question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes, I think I’ve found my best friend

I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only a sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for, I think I’ve found my way home

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I have found you

__________________________________

I guess that's the feeling of meeting someone that you just have absolute everything on this earth to talk about. It feels like you've known that person all your life, there is no time, no space in between.
Do people really find that kind of friends, lovers? It sounds so dreamy.

Darren Hayes wrote many of his songs for his ex wife... Hmm, I am pretty sure this song came out before they got divorced. I wonder if he wrote the song for her... And it just makes me wonder... what is love then, if someone who wrote this song actually had to divorce his wife... Again, I don't know what happened between them... I don't know if he wrote the song for her... But things like this just make me wonder... and wonder... and wonder...

So we have to go through the whole thing with Napster again??
Well, hell no. We are fighting back this time. :-D
KaZaa fights back!

CDs, DVDs are all overly priced. And what on earth were they thinking when they decided to do this whole region code thing for DVDs? Don't we live in a globalized community? Why do they want to make the system so complicated for ONE single community? Those people always say one thing and do the opposite.

Conclusion: we still live in a very much not globalized world... and people who are rich, they are just getting richer. Money will never come down to us little poeple.

I think one of my new fav songs is One Last Breath by Creed.
It just makes me feel good when I listen to it... The lyrics make me think too...

No, the very essence of romance is uncertainty - Algy, The Importance of Being Earnest

This was one of the first songs we learnt in Paris... It is very simple... it doesn't sound that sad... but it is indeed a sad song. The reason why I like it is not just the melody. It's a simple song, it's a girl telling her feelings... trying to deny something. Yet, by denying, I guess she is just helping herself to figure out how she feels. I should do that too... :-D

Chanson d'ami by Zazie

Ça n’est pas du Rimmel sur mes yeux
Ni du rouge à mes lèvres
C’est pas c’que tu crois
Juste que c’est beau
Ça n’est pas ma robe qui vole un peu
Pas pour que tu vois mes jambes
C’est pas c’que tu crois
Juste que j’ai chaud

Ce n’est qu’une chanson d’ami
D’ami pas d’amour
Ce n’est qu’une chanson d’ami
Promis pas d’amour
Je ne t’aime pas
Je t’aime bien

Ça n’est pas ma main, là, dans la tienne
Ta veste sur mes épaules
Non c’est pas c’que tu crois
Juste que j’ai froid
Ça n’est pas ma main, là, qui te gêne
Je sais, ça n’est pas drôle
Mais c’est pas c’que tu crois
C’est juste comme ça

Ce n’est qu’une chanson d’ami
D’ami pas d’amour
Ce n’est qu’une chanson d’ami
Promis pas d’amour
Je ne t’aime pas
Je t’aime bien

Çe n’est pas pour celles que tu embrasses
Pas pour ça que je pleures
Non si c’est c’que tu crois
Tu t’es trompé
Ça n’est pas parce qu’elle a pris ma place
Pas pour ça que je t’en veux
Si tu n’veux plus de moi
Autant se quitter

Avec une chanson d’ami
D’ami pas d’amour
Avec cette chanson d’ami
D’ami pas d’amour
Ce n’est qu’une chanson
Promis mon amour
Je ne t’aime pas
Je t’aime bien
Tu ne m’aimes plus
Mais ça fait rien

Can you have too much money??
This is really interesting... take a look if you have time...
Can You Have Too Much Money? (http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/2701297.stm)

I want maybe just £5m. That's good enough for me. With that amount of money, I don't have to work, can do all the paintingts I want to paint, cook all the food I want to cook, bake all the cookies I want to bake, and travel to the places I haven't been to... then finally decide on a place where I want to live. With that amount of money, I can get a place by the Sydney Opera House, just a little flat, so I can look out the window and see my beloved Opera House and Sydney Harbour Bridge. I can also get a flat in Paris, so I can wake up every morning, smell the freshly baked bread from the boulangerie, and run down to get a baguette, croissants and pain au chocolat for my breakfast. With that money, I can get my dad the Harley-Davidson he always wanted, my sister a place in Guatemala where she can speak her Spanish and be happy, and my mom whatever she wants when she thinks about it.

If only I had that money... :)

Dreams do come true. ;-)

Last night Biki and Damian came over for dinner. We hung out... then we started talking about weddings and stuff... And all of a sudden, I felt scared. We are all grown ups now, talk about getting married and all. But am I ready?

When sis was here, she went out with a couple of my friends. Before she went out, I was telling her things she should notice and stuff. Biki said that I was like a mom. Friday night JC got sick from his food. I was all thinking of what food is good for sick people...and I gave him tea so he could feel better soon. This morning DeShea came here feeling a bit hung over. I gave her tea and food. Then Lindsay called. I made her toast and a cup of tea, ran across the street to her house and gave her the food.

I am SUCH a MOM.

I feel like I am older than most people... and I am... I am older than the people around me.

And no, I don't want to grow up. I like taking care of people... people around me. But I don't want to grow up. I want to have my own kids, but I don't want to grow up.

And you know... sometimes, I'd love to have someone to take care of me too. Friday night I was coming home from grocery shopping. I had 2 weeks' food on me. My backpack was filled, my hangs were filled with bags of grocery. And I really, really, really, really, REALLY wanted someone to be there helping me. I got home all tired and starving... and my milk container broke since I dropped the bag due to heaviness... I really wanted to have someone be there to tell me it's ok. It's ok to mess up and it's ok coz he/she will make me dinner. I really wanted someon to give me a hug. And yesterday, when I had that horrible stomach ache... I really really wanted somebody to just make a cup of tea for me, hug me, and perhaps tell me a story to make me feel better.

I think I want too much from my life.

OK, the night is just getting worse.

I was backing up my Buddy List for AIM... So I used my other screen in order to load the Buddy List on that screen name and AIM keeps it for me.

What did I find out?

A friend that I used to trust blocked me. I was just starting to wonder why he hasn't been on for this long time and I haven't heard from him since we got back... Now I know why. He blocked me. For what reason? I don't know. I guess he doesn't want to tell me. And I guess... 3 years of friendship with me doesn't really mean anything.

This is just getting more interesting by the second.

Am I really this horrible person that no one wants to be my friend? If I am, why do people even bother pretending? Why don't they just tell it to my face?

URGH

I guess... it's just a depressing night. I am going to go and hug JJ.

Am I anti social??
Why do I always just get too tired and not want to go out?? Why can't I stay up to socialize?

I've wondered so many times what kind of person I am. And what others think of me... When they first meet me, and when they've gotten to know me a bit better... and finally, when they really get to know me. Well, the thing is... I don't even know if anyone really knows me well... I mean... I do hide so much of my feelings to everyone. I don't really talk about my feelings, even though I do talk to some people... but what's really going on in my head, how I am really feeling... I like keeping that to myself. So am I just really incapable of sharing with someone?

But really... I am quite sensitive... and I am a very cheesy person too I reckon. I still have the birthday present the first guy I had a crush on gave me... even though it wasn't really a present, but a card... it's still tucked in safely in my diary. And I still have all those little notes Biki drew and wrote with me the sleepless nights we had when I believed in something perhaps I shouldn't have ever believed... shouldn't have ever even thought about doing... And I keep those e-mail print outs that I used to have in my pocket to make me feel better, when I don't even know if they were true... And my eyes get wet just from looking at those little notes.

So if I do have so much emotions, why can't I be sensible enough to share all my feelings with people who care about me?

But then... who cares about me?

Came across this... pretty intersting... Read it if you want to and have some time to spare! :)

http://www.latimes.com/la-oe-gingrich21jan21,0,4144500.story

Oh... more to add...

Winnie the Pooh
and of course
my Gorilla JJ

Top list of people that I think are good looking...

Heath Ledger
Liv Tyler
Robert Redford
Harrison Ford
Audrey Hepburn
Patrick Cash
Orlando Bloom
Sandra Bullock
Viggo Mortensen
The Prince in Disney's Sleeping Beauty
MY DAD!! :)

Ok, it's too hard to think... I will have to edit this list later

Very much in a state of confusion...
What am I going to do after graduation?? Why do we have to grow up... :(

And I want to read Harry Potter... REALLY DO!

By the way... Where can I find a cute guy who likes to take walks with me??

This is not supposed to be answered... by anyone.

Why did I pick this freezing cold city?? And why is it this windy that I cannot walk the direction I want to?? WHY?

Maybe no one will answer my questions... And honestly, my mom will tell me: you picked this freaking city. It's your own fault.

The river is all frozen and I just feel like going there and jump on the ice. Who would have thought that I would live in a land cold as this??

And when do I get to go to NZ?? Finish the trip that I never get to take but had the tickets for??

What country am I going to be in after I graduate?? 10 years from now?? 20 years from now?? Where am I going to live for the rest of my life?? And where would I have a family??

And why do I have to go to Dance class?? Because I freaking signed up for it.

Gotta go.

When I should be reading... what do I do??

swenwen: I want to go to another country
swenwen: Just to get away from everything, and get a fresh mind :-) not have to worry about jobs and stuff
swenwen: hehe
swenwen: I want to go to NZ
swenwen: SO BADLY
Diny: YOU ALREADY did.
Diny: I dont think you wanna settle. Like ever. You might get too bored with your life.
swenwen: I didn't go to NZ! EVER!
swenwen: What am I gonna do with myself?
swenwen: AHHHHHHHHHHH
Diny: hmmmmmm.... let me think about that question
Diny: figure out what you want out of life and follow your dreams. Would you truly be happy in one country? I think .. well.. this is just a prediction.. you work and live (I guess one goes with the other) on the East coast of the US for 2-3 years. You want to move on then and decide to move to somewhere else. You'll have the experience as well as still knowing multiple languages.
swenwen: I met someone from the Four Seasons today
swenwen: He is the assistant director of Food and Beverage
Diny: what happened
swenwen: He lived in 6 different countries, worked in 6 different countries
swenwen: he speaks 6 languages
Diny: oh my god
swenwen: and is a Ph D.... He is interviewing for a job to teach the hospitality classes... He is a really cool person, and I am really glad my professor chose me to be on the interviewing committee
Diny: does he have a family?
swenwen: He is from Hungry, married a French lady, has 2 daughters...
swenwen: VERY very nice person
swenwen: brb, loo
Diny: so his family has gone with him I suppose
Diny: I mean.. to all those countries?
Diny: k
swenwen: back
swenwen: Well... I think for a couple countries
swenwen: He lived in 3 I think, before he got married
swenwen: or something, I am not so sure
Diny: wow. Thats amazing. I mean... that would be cool to live in all those countries. But that must be hard on the kids.
swenwen: but it was soooooo cool... I mean, how cool would that be? But again, I was talking to my sister the other day about work... She wants to be a diplomat... but this lady we know, who's a diplomat, told her not to, if she wants a family...
swenwen: I don't know... I mean, they must also speak at least 2, or 3 languages... I mean, he is from Hungry, his wife is French, they've been living in English speaking countries for a while...
swenwen: It's amazin
Diny: but Anne
swenwen: I can't see if you are typing or not.... this is weird
Diny: Just because you did it, doesnt mean that every kid would be ok with it
Diny: I upgraded the AIM.... it sucks
Diny: I cant see ANYONE typing
swenwen: Me neither!
swenwen: I used to see you typing!
Diny: Moving within a single country... that can be really hard on kids. They have to make friends and then TRY their best to keep in contact
Diny: AND YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO UPGRADE!
Diny: :-)
swenwen: AHH
swenwen: NOT MY FAULT
Diny: its always your fault
swenwen: I don't know Diny, I guess that's why I like being on my own
swenwen: I can just pick up my stuff and go
Diny: I agree
swenwen: Now all I have to learn is how to leave my possesions behind
Diny: If you do want to do all those things... dont take this the wrong way, but Im hoping you dont have kids
Diny: ...still typing...
Diny: I guess... I mean.. do you know how if someone lived a certain way they dont mind their kids or even encourage their kids to live the same way... that doesnt mean that just because you lived your life a certain way that means that its great for just anyone.
swenwen: I do wnat kids though... But maybe, if I really want this kind of lifestyle, I should not get married at all,
swenwen: nope, and I agree with you
Diny: its a sacrifice
swenwen: I mean... my parents asked me if I wanted to stay in SA when we were moving to Jordan
swenwen: But I felt that I wanted to see another world... I wanted to experience different stuff... It was hard to leave all that behind, but I left everything behind in Taiwan too
swenwen: And now, I love Boston... but in the past year, I've learnt to leave places and things behind...
swenwen: Even though there are people to remember and places that I still love...
swenwen: That's why I can't decide where I want to be
swenwen: I've realized that I really don't need a lot of money... I really dont' need a lot of things... so IF, I can get enough money just to get by, maybe save some and get a huge chunk of land, perhaps in Australia or South Africa, or NZ or somewhere... I think I will be content
swenwen: :-)
swenwen: I don't know
swenwen: I could change my mind tomorrow
swenwen: or 10 min from now
swenwen: I guess I just don't know what I want
Diny: Its a sacrifice like I said. You've talked about wanting long term friendships... friends from childhood. But you cant living that way.
swenwen: Well... And because I can't get that kind of friends anymore... and by that I mean childhood friends... I think I should live the way I want... and because I dont' want my kids to feel sad the way I did... I guess I won't have kids as long as I live the way I want right now... And I won't get married... and I should just keep to myself most of the time :-) Meet peole, have as much fun... and see waht happens
Diny: :-) I'll be curious to know where you'll be when you're 30
Diny: and what you
Diny: 'll be doing
swenwen: You never know
swenwen: I might still be in Boston :-)
Diny: deep question... do you think the way youve lived had any effect on whether you "like" a guy or not?
swenwen: what do you mean?
swenwen: ... like??
Diny: have feelings for someone
swenwen: Did I tell you... the other night, I couldn't sleep... so I looked up this guy I used to know... that I had a huge crush on back when I was 13...
swenwen: I don't know...
swenwen: Maybe since I moved so much, a lot of times I keep my feelings to myself... and maybe that had an effect on how I have feelings for someone
swenwen: I mean, I dn't think I will ever know if I would be different if I never left Taiwan
swenwen: or if I didn't leave SA, just finished my educaiton there and moved on there
Diny: hehe... I guess anyone can think about what if... but youll never know. I was just curious.
Diny: so what about this guy?
swenwen: Oh... I found out that he got into an accident about 2 years ago... ran over a lady or something... and killed her... and I think her child was badly injured too... But the article never mentioned what happned to him... and I couldn't find anything else on it
swenwen: I mean, it's totally his fault running over them
swenwen: And the thing is, his family is really really really famous in SA
swenwen: his mom is one of the most elegant women i've ever seen
swenwen: But back to what you said... I had a crush on this guy for about 6, 7 years... probably because I never met someone that I would have feeligns for... so I just kept on thinking about him for those years... and then I finally moved on... But I didn't meet someon in SA... well, not really, and there was no guys in Jordan that's even worth while
swenwen: hahah
swenwen: So I guess... the way I lived did affect how I like a guy
swenwen: And I've met so many people... it makes me... look for more things in a guy... LIke, I CANNOT stand someone who has never been out of their own country...
swenwen: I can't stand people when they cannot accept other cultures... otherwise I mean, I cannot carry out a conversation with that person without getting into arguements
swenwen: And gosh, how I hate peole who thinks their country is the best
Diny: yeah I understand. Well, well.......... well.. you can think your country is the best, but still see problems with it
swenwen: Well, I mean, peole who bash other countries and think there is nothing compare to his/her own
Diny: I like the US. I dont think right now Id want to live elsewhere.. but that doesnt mean that I think it doesnt have serious issues :-)
swenwen: I mean, every country has it's bad and good
Diny: oh I see
Diny: you mean the stereotypical American traveler
swenwen: yeah
Diny: :-)
swenwen: Only the AMERICAN way is the right way
Diny: God. Where are the Pizza Huts in this place?
swenwen: GOSH! Grow up and open your eyes!
swenwen: Seriously!
Diny: yeah
swenwen: Have you watched Just Married?
Diny: yyyyyyyup yup
swenwen: GOD!
Diny: Hey... what do you call an American with a PH.D. in Math?
swenwen: I couldn't stand him!
swenwen: no idea
Diny: NOOOOOOOOO
Diny: no way!
Diny: YOU .. hahah did not just see that movie!
Diny: a stupid American.
Diny: Chinese joke.
Diny: ;-)
swenwen: ?
swenwen: What??
swenwen: A stupid american
swenwen: hahahah
Diny: I knew you'd like :-)
swenwen: yup yup
swenwen: :-)_
swenwen: Hmm, now I am seeing Orlando Bloom is very cute
swenwen: hahaha
swenwen: Gosh, the effcts my sister has on me
Diny: oh my god. So I told my Mom that the next time the Jewish singles in town have a LARGE.. Im talkin HUGE get together like they did on Xmas eve (they had 150 people), that I'd go.......
swenwen: you did??
swenwen: what made you change your mind?
Diny: .....and so shes researching and leaving messages on some social planner's answering machine trying to find out when the next one is
Diny: ....cuz Ill do it only if I can drag friends with and to shut my mom UP!!! hehehe
swenwen: oh...
Diny: Orlando Bloom. hmmm... in a movie?
swenwen: No, not in a movie...
Diny: no. No worries Anne dear. Im not turning Jewish on you.
swenwen: You know who I am taking abou tright?
swenwen: hahaha
swenwen: It doesn't matter...
Diny: no
Diny: what doesnt matter
swenwen: If you turn REAL Jewish
swenwen: We are still friends
swenwen: Orlando Bloom is the pretty elf in LTR
Diny: oh the guy who isnt so clean in real life
Diny: whatever THAT means!!!!!!!!!
swenwen: just the experience!
swenwen: urgh, what were you thinking?>
Diny: doesnt shower or something
Diny: the experience of what
Diny: hahah
Diny: what are YOU thinking?!?
swenwen: god
swenwen: I should go to bed...
swenwen: appearance I meant
Diny: but would you have sex with him?
Diny: j/k
swenwen: hmmmmmmmm
swenwen: why not?
swenwen: LIke Heath Ledger :-D
swenwen: hahahah
swenwen: And Viggo Mortensen
Diny: haha
Diny: ok
Diny: heheh
Diny: whatever. for you.... it CANT be just sex
Diny: ha! Throwing your words back at ya! :-)
swenwen: nope
swenwen: no way
Diny: I know
Diny: ok. Im stalling you
Diny: we should both downgrade again. This is terrible
swenwen: hahah
swenwen: how do I downgrade?
Diny: you wish upon a star. I hear it makes no difference who you are.
Diny: Maybe you have to work for Disney first
Diny: sing like a grasshopper
swenwen: hehe
swenwen: I'd love to work for Disney
Diny: You're off my "girls to propose to some day" list. I hope you dont mind.
swenwen: haha
swenwen: I do'nt mind
swenwen: as long as we stay friends
swenwen: but why, may I ask?
Diny: hehe
Diny: deal.
Diny: cuz I do want kids and I wouldnt want to drag them all over for our selfish reasons. No matter how sexy Mom was.
swenwen: oh wells
swenwen: too bad :-P
swenwen: hjahahha
Diny: yup yup.

Qu'est-ce que se passe?
Gosh, do I even KNOW how to speak French??? AHH. What is wrong with me? Why can't I ever keep something up??

And when can I finally make up my mind what I want out of my life?? Where do I want to live? What do I want to do?

So, here is "The Animal Song," by Savage Garden... Perhaps, it's better to be an animal...

When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head
And television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Subway makes me nervous, people pushing me too far
I've got to break away
So take my hand now

Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to live
I want to run through the jungle
With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet
I don't have any difficulties keeping to myself
Feelings and emotions better left up on the shelf
Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie
Which one is more human
There's a thought, now you decide

Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands, yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand, yeah

Sometimes this life can get you down
It's so confusing
There's so many rules to follow
And I feel it
Cause I just run away in my mind

Superstars and cannonballs running through your head
Television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie
Which one is more human
There's a thought, now you decide

Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands, yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand, yeah

So this has become something that I do: post the lyrics that's on my mind right now on my blog.

What's on my mind right now??

Affirmation, by Savage Garden

i believe the sun should never set upon an argument
i believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
i believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
i believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
i believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
i believe i'm loved when i'm completely by myself alone

i believe in karma what you give is what you get returned
i believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
i believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
i believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

i believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
i believe that trust is more important than monogamy
i believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
i believe that family is worth more than money or gold
i believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
i believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

i believe in karma what you give is what you get returned
i believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
i believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
i believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

i believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
i believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
i believe that god does not endorse tv evangelists
i believe in love surviving death into eternity

i believe in karma what you give is what you get returned
i believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
i believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
i believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

What does it feel like when it's -18 degrees celcius?? Cold. Cold till you are numb and cannot tell the difference of colder or warmer.

Random thought... Guess just because I just checked the weather.

I am really graduating... and I went for my first job interview on Thursday... What am I going to do from now on?? Why do I feel so lost?? Somebody please help me. Or some handsome rich guy, please come fall in love with me and make me fall in love with you. Then I won't have to worry about anything for the rest of my life. Nobody said life is easy... but there is always a way out... right? :)

Last night I couldn't sleep. Somehow, for some reason, I was wide awake. My thoughts wandered around... and I thought about him. The very first guy I liked. The guy that I think about every now and then for the past 10 years.

10 Months after I met him, he left to the other side of the country to study. I've only heard about him from a mutual friend once after that, and that was all for the past 9 years... I don't know... I still remember the smile he has, he gaze he had when we were in maths class, and the determined look he had when we were on the track filed. I wanted to know how he is doing now.

So, being the Internet geek I am, I looked him up on Google. Yeah, I found him. Pages of search results, only one fitted him. And it was not what I wanted to see. It was a web page of a local newspaper. I guess, if that was really him, he got into a car accident and killed a mother, and seriously injured the daughter. There was no further information. I sat. Mind blank. I looked for more, but there was none.

Was that what I did the search for?

Was talking to my sister earlier on yesterday. She was talking about the guy she met over the summer. She wish she had the chance to spend time with him in an ordinary environment. Not a vacation place where everything seem so exotic. She wanted to know how he would be like in his usual settings. But then what if he wasn't the person who she thought he was?

Will that ruin the incredible memories she had with him and of her beautiful summer?

And was that what I wanted to know about him? I like the the memory of him smiling under the beautiful South African sun, on the green green track field.

I'd like to have that pure memory back.

And darn it, stop thinking about it.

Hmm, OK, I am bored. Here is another quiz I took.

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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I guess, I am just using this to save the results of my quizes... haha

What do people do when they surf the web these days? Shopping, meeting and dating, or taking quizes :)

This is the first quiz I took for the year 2003


What Lord of the Rings Male and Mood Do You Desire?
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I had no idea about half of the stuff the quiz was talking about... But whatever... he is handsome anywayz.

Happy New Year to myself :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :)

I cannot believe that 2003 is here... This is sooooo weird!

But nonetheless, happy new year to everyone!

Oh... and just a thought... I went back to see the older entries. MAN, the time and dates are so wrong... I guess, this blog is composed in 4 different corners of the world, which means it involves 4 different time zones...

Isn't the world amazing? Little things like this always amazes me in the most surprising ways...

Life IS beautiful :)